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(no subject) [Oct. 1st, 2005|12:44 am]
i totally need to post here more often

i just got a pc, and plan to take full advantage of it
that means more posts saying that nothing else is new
and that my life is boring
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(no subject) [Jul. 8th, 2005|12:32 am]
[mood |anxiousoh god...]

so im on a smashing pumpkins run again
you know, the kind where a certain band just fits every capale mood possible
and well, right now, its one of those "adore" moods
its kinda funny, how "adore" and "machina" are more religiously influenced than anything corgan did with with pumpkins

and anyway, this particular moment in time is track 13, "behold, the night mare"

nothing is more calming than rolling cigarettes
i could do it for hours
or in reality, for about a half hour in a coffee shop at midnight
i love safehouse


i just found this out...
from www.billycorgan.com

"When I played the final Smashing Pumpkins show on the night of December 2, 2000, I walked off the Metro stage believing that I was forever leaving a piece of my life behind. I naively tried to start a new band, but found that my heart wasn't in it. I moved away to pursue a love that I once had but got lost. So I moved back home to heal what was broken in me, and to my surprise I found what I was looking for. I found that my heart is in Chicago, and that my heart is in The Smashing Pumpkins.

For a year now I have walked around with a secret, a secret I chose to keep. But now I want you to be among the first to know that I have made plans to renew and revive The Smashing Pumpkins. I want my band back, and my songs, and my dreams. In this desire I feel I have come home again. "

...this could be something huge
i am very anxious right now

oh my god
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(no subject) [Jun. 23rd, 2005|12:00 am]
[mood |accomplishedjust lit a cigarette]

so i just got back from seeing Spoon
the opening band , the clientele, were good, just not the right band to open
they reminded me of that velvet underground song " sunday morning" they way they played
but anyway
sarahs bach started to hurt, because she just had bad cramps cause of the monthly blood she had
so i took her to the back of the rialto, and we sat as we watched spoon
even sitting in the back of the room, they still were incredible

and now im at safehouse, drinking tarheel and chatting with the baristas
...and of all thing, about joy division!

i think the next show im off to see, is either dream theater or G-unit...

take care, and be safe until i post again
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(no subject) [Jun. 6th, 2005|01:45 am]
[mood |disappointedis that all there is?]
[music |safehouse]

so im typing from the computer at safehouse, because its 145 and i totally have nothing to do
after drinking my coffee and chain smoking...which i intend to stop
but anyway
im people watching
because i need to bring myself out of my little depression bubble
and it makes me feel better

i havent posted in a while
but this is where im at now
i work a bunch , and ive come to live life as it comes
because obviously i cant plan to do anything
work takes up alot of my time
or atleast my most productive part of the day
and well...

ill just start listing a few things yall might have missed in my life
Queens of the Stoneage show...
things are going beautifully with me and sarah
i miss everyone
im kinda depressed, but i think stressed describes it better
but life goes on

i think i need to appologize to a few people about alot of things
but like i said earlier
im taking life as it comes
so come at me mother fuckers
with guns and knives...
and maybe ill say "im sorry"



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the game is to count HOW MANY OF THE RULES ARE ABOUT JIMBO [May. 21st, 2005|01:53 am]
101 Rules of Hardcore
Contains a couple of grammatical mistakes, but what the fuck......
1) Be tough at all times.
2) Never cheer after a show, only clap.
3) Be open minded in a "punch people" kind of way
4) Only the good hardcore bands have names that are sentences with bad grammar. Boy Hits Car, Boy Sets Fire, Skycamefalling, Boy Sets Car-fire.
5) Ankles are tough so bring your socks down into your shoes so we can see them.
6) Tattoos are tough especially when they are on your calves. See Rule 5 on how to see said tattoo more clearly.
7) Wear your hoody in the mosh pit because sweating like a wild pig makes you look tough.
8) Don't admit you listen to heavy metal.
9) (Exception to rule 8) Only admit you listen to heavy metal if you think it is ironic and you wear 80's cheese metal shirts.
10) Be a non-conformist, just like all your friends.
11) Practice hardcore dancing in front of your mirror and then try them out the next time Atreyu comes to town.
12) A hardcore band is only original if you call it something-core. Example Screamcore, emocore, Screamocore, mathcore, or Medio-core.
13) Remember, it's fun to punch and kick kung fu style.
14) Keep it in the do-jo.
15) Real hardcore fans are called kids.
16) Complain how hardcore bands are playing with metal bands at all costs!
17) Have your own zine, website, production company or be in a band. Claim you are friends with the singer from Shai Hulud.
18) Tell people you work in the music industry.
19) More Ankles people!
20) Embrace everybody in the scene except for those people who are not you.
21) Refer to bands as old school or new school then act tough again.
22) Pretend that you get Dillinger Escape plan.
23) Shop at second hand stores and then go buy expensive shoes.
24) Beat people up and then go to bible study class.
25) Smoking and drinking and having sex before marriage is too trendy. Real hardcore tough guys abstain.
26) Whatever you do, don't let the singer on stage ever sing in the mic. Make sure you grab it from him and sing in it yourself, after all, you do a better job singing then him. It's a wonder they didn't put you on the album.
27) Start your own hardcore band.
28) Have your logo resemble some random 80's product for nostalgia.
29) Talk about the scene any chance you get. Say as many obscure hardcore bands from NJ as possible.
30) If you are shy start an emo band so you don't have to look at the audience.
31) People who know more bands than you are better than you.
32) Add the Letter X before and after important words. XhardcorekidX XmoshfuckX
33) Never say "Did you hear the new Strung Out?" Unless you are attempting to be funny in which case stop it because hardcore kids are tough not funny.
34) It's merch not Merchandise.
35) Hardcore girls must wear head bands at all times.
36) Stretch your ears out to look more intimidating.
37) The bigger you stretch you ears out the more hardcore you are.
38) Your ear should be stretched out enough to accommodate a block of wood, a hubcap or a penis.
39) People in the front row are best used as a ladder/staircase to reach your goal... steal the mic away from the singer.
40) When people ask you if you like a band always say "I only like the old stuff" or "I haven't really gotten into the new stuff."
41) Buy all of that bands merch.
42) Wear your new merch at the next hardcore show.
43) Repeat steps 41 and 42
44) If you have to wear glasses make sure they are thick, black framed ones.
45) Don't tell anybody but make sure you try on your new vintage clothes and stud belt before heading out to see Poison the well.
46) Never admit you don't like Hatebreed and go see them live 12 times a year.
47) Complain that they are playing with Slayer but don't admit you actually like Slayer.
48) Complain at all costs.
49) Tag team hardcore dancing is cool
50) Real hardcore kids are really struggling photographers.
51) You don't go to hardcore concerts, you go to hardcore shows. BIG difference.
52) Name your hardcore dance moves things like "The mother fuck" or "kick that guys ass move" or better yet... stay home and cry.
53) Protect your body from swinging limbs by sacrificing your two arms.
54) Scream about love.
55) All age venues are important so you are not tempted to drink.
56) Claim you know a guy who knows a guy whose best friend was standing next to the guy who got his ass kicked during Converge. Bash the hardcore scene and then go see The Get Up Kids.
57) Anytime somebody mentions a band always say you know somebody in the band.
58) Wear your pins with honour! Shai Hulud, American Nightmare, Minor Threat and the purple heart of valour.
59) Velcro shoes are cool.
60) Don't admit that you have a crush on the singer from Walls of Jericho. If somebody asks, say you respect her as a musician only.
61) Your band name should contain one of the following words: Blood, Murder, Kill, Victim and butterfly.
62) Print your band name as if it was on a bad printing press. Actual graphics are for posers.
63) Sleep on a portrait painted prettier then everyone.
64) 100 bands from around the world to play in your city. All of them are the world's best hardcore bands. Every label represented, every hardcore genre present. The venue is the best all-ages venue in the world. Tickets are $1.00. It is your job to go around saying the festival should be free.
65) Record producers must make sure to pump the mid because mid is tough.
66) Re-issue your demos after every album.
67) When the band starts playing everybody join hands and make a big circle so we can watch the big kids play.
68) Crying on stage makes you a professional.
69) Complain some more.
70) Album covers must be made at home on Photoshop by your good friend.
71) If you are from New York NEVER smile in a promo pic. In fact always try to cross your arms and look into the camera as if you are going to beat up whom ever is looking.
72) If you are from New Jersey NEVER smile in a promo pic either. In fact try to look like you just lost your girl friend to the hardcore band from New York.
73) Never admit that Emo is Country music lyrics mixed with pop rock riffs and marketed by 17 year olds trying to make their friend be the next Dashboard Confessional.
74) American Idol is your worst enemy. (But you voted for Ruben)
75) You can get away with glitter on your face as long as your stretched ear plugs are clear.
76) Fuck beer, Got breast milk?
77) Bandanas are cool.
78) Bandanas with big X on them are cooler.
79) Bandanas with big X on them were cool last week you poser.
80) Your best friend is a guy named XattackX from Jersey who you chat with on MSN everyday. He is coming to see you one day. Really.
81) Chunky breakdowns in your songs are original and you should continue to do them despite every other band doing them which is clearly a rip off of your band.
82) Judge other bands and always compare them to the socio-cultural effects of the band Integrity.
83) Look up Socio-cultural in the dictionary and then get offended.
84) Green Day is the real reason you are still alive.
85) Describe your group of friends as "the scene" and then watch bootlegs of last weeks
86) Obey the laws of the hardcore scene or forever be banished from the circle.
87) When somebody asks you what is hardcore respond with "I am hardcore" then punch somebody in the face for looking at you wrong.
88) Keep punching
89) Kick a little too
90) Punch
91) Add a threat about their mother for good measure.
92) Pretend you are won the fight then pickup your dismembered left arm.
93) You are wearing the same thing as the 40-year old gas pump attendant but for some strange mystical reason you are cooler than he is.
94) Tell everybody that Trustkill Records are too trendy.
95) Did you stop acting tough? I saw you hug that teddy bear.
96) Pierce you tits and tattoo your body.
97) Straight bangs means straight-edge
98) Being vegan means you can't swallow sperm.
99) When in doubt Mock everything
100) Take everything personally.
101) Assume this list is about you
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(no subject) [May. 18th, 2005|12:42 pm]
[mood |angryangry]

i really miss amanda
so i thought that id have maybe a couple days off this week...
you know, because i always do...

turns out after a rather recent turn of events
i heard through the grape vine that rochelle might not work at eegees anymore
and therefore

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(no subject) [May. 8th, 2005|11:55 am]
[mood |lovedloved]

so i had to work on saturday
and saturday was KFMA day
didnt get off work until 4
and i just didnt even feel like going then
$30 for however many bands i didnt want to see
just for the one i did...(jimmy eat world)

so i try and get my concert fix
by buying concert tickets at ZIA then the RIALTO
turns out i have to go to some online website to get QUEENS OF THE STONEAGE tickets...
and tickets for SPOON arent on sale yet

so i just go home and sleep

sarah calls after KFMA day
and is like, "Hey, wanna spend the night at meinecke's tonight?"
this is after jenna told me the night before she didnt want any boys over for the night
so i of course say "yes"
and when arrive
love, jenna pants, and sarah shower me with gifts
including a signed ticket by jimmy eat world
turns out ashley,jenna,love and sarah all went to wal mart and got me gifts
to cheer me up because i couldnt go

i love my friends
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(no subject) [May. 6th, 2005|06:46 am]
[mood |thirstygah!]

sarah works too much :-(
but she got a new job
$9.00 an hour!
holy cow!

im working alot too
i dont like it one bit
i like having no obligations to eegees other than 2 days a week

but the real bitch...
its working over 60 hours a week, and getting paid $300

so im going to get another job, at sunflower market
the organic produce store
*i heard a rumor that cashiers start at $7.50!*
lets see...thats +$2.25 more than im earning now
damn eegees and their shitty pay
but i do like the people there
and besides the occasional freezers
i really dont mind working there

so im going to work beginning of the week at eegees
and end of the week at sunflower

i dont wanna work saturday
im supposed to work 12-4
but KFMA day is also saturday
it really isnt all that worthwhile of a lineup
SUM41,unwritten law, mates of state, billy idol, jimmy eat world, taking back sunday, and the format

but damn it, one of my guilty pleasures is jimmy eat world
and i wanna see them sooo bad!

but theyre listed as starting at 3:00



so im going to see if i can get off early
p.s. queens of the stone age are coming (which i intend on seeing)
along with spoon (oh yeah)
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(no subject) [Apr. 24th, 2005|01:43 pm]
[mood |okayokay]

rather content (VERY CONTENT ACTUALLY)
about me an sarah
today and last night, however, were bad
just didnt feel like being around anyone but sarah
but i couldnt have that
so i didnt go bowling with everyone

could be worse...

happy birthday liz, hopr you find what you are looking for

i really need to save money for a computer
going to the library between work and school is totally cramping my style
i work today...4-cl
damn it

imagine explaining to your father what those red mark on your neck are...
thats been my whole weekend
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(no subject) [Apr. 15th, 2005|01:37 pm]
[mood |tiredtired]

i am so tired

i dont remember how i got here
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